urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moronidiotjerk stevestevesteve stephen. 2008-06-06T22:46:06Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:moronidiotjerk:42377 2008-06-06T22:46:06Z 2008-06-06T22:46:06Z LISTEN, i need to post this right now. i am for the first time in a long time really stupid and giddy. i'm not gonna get into reasons, because they are really fucking stupid and frivolous. but the point is i am smiling so wide, and i can't even talk. the butterflies in my stomach are so fucking confused, they haven't fucking budged for a year. it is at the point where i am unable to speak. i am shaking and when i try to say something i just let out some kindof quiet squeal. i tried calling aerin and i tried calling dana but neither picked up and anyone else i called would think i'm being ridiculous. anyway, the point is i needed to post this because the feeling could go away within seconds. bye.